RaDy

Knowing None

2011-06-26T21:26:00.004+08:00

My life's a total mess. I'm in deep shit. Pity her but wait pity me people! Feels like i had to sacrifice my organized life cos my fucking life is probably gonna start when what 30? Yeah that's what the say, life begins at 30 so i might as well do!

And fuck ambi pure, i'm allergic mum so thank you very much???!!!GRGGH, i get so undone these days. So what if my room smells like socks, i like it that way, at least i won't be up on a flu!!geesh!

Stress

2011-05-09T22:06:00.003+08:00

Eurgh, for once i'm actually stressed and feeling so fucked up by a group member. I can't get rid of him and i can't make him do anything cos everything he does is wrong. Why oh why are some people are just born that way? Don't they have any senses, guilt or responsibility?

Once again

2011-04-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

i am back.

Greetings.

2011-04-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

Wassup ady ay.

Hacked again

2011-04-25T23:02:00.001+08:00

How can you stop the great biscuit tree.
Only time itself can put a halt to my intervention.

2011-04-25T22:56:00.001+08:00

ING ONG!!! STOP IT UH!!!IM WARNING YOU!!!!!!!!!

Hacked again

2011-04-25T22:49:00.006+08:00

How can you stop the great biscuit tree.
Only time itself can put a halt to my intervention.

Shout Out

2011-04-24T01:36:00.003+08:00

Let me take this time to blog. Yes, i'm partially busy doing school work which is drawing. The other half belongs to the fb. Why, cos i'm sort of bothered by a lot of disagreement coming from a stranger. This guy surely got something against me and i've got no fucking idea why. I mean seriously, i can't even bloody hell joke around cos he things i'm being serious and he takes everything so seriously. He just killed the humour in me which is like most of me so thanks uh?

Fucking annoying. Sometimes i don't even wanna comment on any of my friend's profile cos i know he'll be like attacking me instead. He doesn't even know me so why the hell does he always misjudge me. So maybe he thinks i'm a bitch who keeps hurting his gf but hello, she's my freaking good and awesome friend so just shoosh!! God i just hate over rated relationships!

And yeah i feel like such a god damn emo not being able to say anything to anyone cos basically at the moment i don't have anyone to talk to. Shit, fuck my life? Seriously, what the hell have i been doing...maybe i should just not talk to a good friend cos of her fucked up bf.

Drama

2011-04-07T18:51:00.003+08:00

I have finally completed watching Legen of the Seeker season 1 and 2. I hope someone uploads season 3 quick enough before school reopens.

I've also catch the move The Eagles, pretty awesome and realistic. All the blood spilling, i think i'm getting use with the color of blood :P I'm not a sadist though.

All this story just reminds me of well my friends. Sometime i wish i treated my friends and family nicer. But sometimes, i feel that i shouldn't cos its like putting up with something that prolly won't make me happy. Like how i still go out with a group of friends i know i don't belong to anymore just for the sake of memories. Is it wrong? Should i keep this up? I know it's not the same and a lot have change and to be honest i'm not that comfortable with it too but somehow just to see them seems to be satisfying enough?

Movie

2011-03-28T19:12:00.003+08:00

Am i wrong to say that Liv Tyler is a fucking beauty?

She's got such wise face yet amazingly so seductive. First "introduced" to her in the movie Lord Of The Rings. I wonder how many guys love her? But do guys prefer "beauty" or "sexy/cute"? Well, in this boring modern world, obviously sexy and cute dominates the whole idea of beauty. What's wrong with their eyes, geesh!

Too bad though i've only seen one beauty so far...on the mrt and she seem to have a lot of scars on her body. But well her face is so freaking pretty. And she got fucking long legs and everything, oh what a beauty!

Music

2011-03-22T23:41:00.006+08:00

Bigbang is just awesomesauce. My favourite boy T.O.P! I freaking love their new album and that to the song Tonight.

Okay i got 2.7 for my GPA this time. I'm not sure if im happy cos well im glad i pass but i cant transfer with this result. Fuck my life! I suck at one thing is okay but to suck at quitting is entirely unacceptable. How terrible of a life do i lead? Whatever i'm just gonna go celebrate for another chance of survival. Its not like im aiming for anything just that i wanna get through my life. I've got a few goals before my birthday this year though. I'm gonna loose weight in my own way and pace :D Yay to me since ive already started it, might as well end it if i dont wanna hear my mum nagging about how i look. With that...

I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE I NEED SOMEBODY TO LOVE...Goodnight Bigbang

Music

2011-03-19T23:22:00.003+08:00

They are really good. I like their lyrics and her voice is just the perfect fit for the band. They are from Poland so some of pronunciation is kinda unclear. You just have to read the lyrics, its really something especially from the song Home and also Whispers.

Music

2011-03-16T23:17:00.003+08:00

The Birthday Massacre

My new eargasm :D Fine, i'm going to back my old habit. Seriously, what's wrong with metal? If this is even metal. I mean as long as there aren't any screamos right? Well, maybe some screamos are okay considering Nightwish. In any case, TBM's new album is awesomesauce shit. Must listen! So yeah, I've made up my mind to find the album and BUY it instead of downloading it but well since i can't resist the temptation, i downloaded 2 songs illegally since my friend bought the last piece of the album at HMV and they are the only who sells them. Bloody and i can't be arsed to wait any longer, i mean order, shipping it takes time.

What I've done recently? Nothing much, i mean i go out but well still its still different. At home, its the same situation. TBM just described how i feel now. Sucks but yeah, i still can't figure out why i'm so down. So i turned into bookworm and start reading whatever i can. Sometimes i think i like English but well it's all too late for that. But somehow i've got this thing to actually look up the dictionary, i know it's insignificant right now and it's not like it will be of any use.

I'm still hoping for a miracle and not in the sense of the bloody huge quake in Japan. But well something that can actually make some people happy. I figured that i have no passion or in any case intention to be a visual designer thus i'm just gonna waste 3 years of my life doing ridiculous shit. Besides, who says i need any passion for anything. I mean this is life, i rather do a variety of things than focusing on just one thing which can be completely boring considering that i'm only 17 and has yet at least 40 years to survive.

I figured that when i graduate i don't wanna go university. I mean, it's a waste of money and probably turn out to be one of the time i regret picking things i never meant to do. So when i graduate, i should start with sales stuff since i never done that. 2 years after which i might wanna work for some high class restaurant. Then for the next 4 years I am actually gonna try to do some teaching and it is probably maths for sure. Then maybe go back to doing accounting since its well something i cope better with. I might actually try to get a private diploma in accounting via MYOB. So then after all these I should age up to 27 where my parents should get worried cos i'm not wedded yet. I might get a guy somewhere and marry off. This marriage has to be a miracle or else i might just continue my job hoping again.

In any case whereby miracle does or does not happen, i wanna travel to at least 7 countries. I know too ambitious, but who cares, it's my life, i can mess it up since that's what i've been taught to do since young.

Shout Out

2011-03-08T03:12:00.003+08:00

Don't be too upset now if it's just another piece of junk. Lately, something has been bothering me. Its the past that kept interrupting my peace. Why am i always reminded of that moment? Now here's a monologue:

Why did you agree with me when i suggested you to leave? What happen to the times when you actually listen. Now, i don't even hear you anymore. You refuse to let me know and then you avoid me in such a way? Then you, yeah you over there, how can you do this? You knew and you pretend you didn't plus you show it off to me like i totally can't feel a shit. The question is why i'm still here? I'm so sick of you and the rest, but hey i'm putting up to you for old time sake, i hope you remember...

Now i want that back, my life is no different from thrash. This is short i know, but i can't help thinking about it ever since it began. Can i just start over?

Shout Out

2011-03-04T19:23:00.003+08:00

No pictures but just a whole load of shit. Life's in a mess right now, like totally and this is far most the best place to express myself or distress since no one useful is actually reading it. I'm not saying that everyone else is useless but more like not very helpful for my situation kinda thing.

I haven't been blogging for quite some time cos i figured i was pretty lazy and that im getting boring. Although a lot of things to share such as outings with my friends and stuff but well the moment i reach home, it just suck big time. It's not like i'm having family problems or anything like that but i feel like i'm got this whole big battle going inside me. Sometimes i wonder if I could just burst into flames, well not a very nice way to die though that is if i did but at the same time i don't like the idea of living with terrible scars. Anyway that's totally off the point. Am i going mad? I hope i don't suffer from some duo personality cos that would be totally uncool to be so happy and yet so mental.

Okay so things don't seem to go the way it should have at least be. Financially, its getting worst. My allowance is totally not enough. I use it for my transport and i'm left with only half of it. Use the half for daily lunch and dinner and i'm broke. I still need money to buy new clothes since some people refuse to share yet they wore mine like its theirs. Shocking reality? Funny is i never had the guts to stop her. She always scold, curse and hits me but well when i fight back i just couldn't do it with full strength. It's like I'm scared. But I'm not, i just pitied her for no good reason. So i need to work but i don't have time. my course totally suck and to be honest, i feel like transferring but at the same time I've got an instinct telling me it won't work. Why? Cos I'm not good enough. Cos unfortunately, I wasn't born with a brain of a genius or at least a freaking talent or something i am really good at.

Yeah fine I've been debating about talent for my entire life. Some people just has it in them and if you don't you just had to put extra load of hard work which is pretty unfair. You see, if you just got that thing in you, you'll be up there in seconds and when you don't, no matter how hard you try to be at the top, you can feel that you're just not good enough.

Everything around me is pretty screwed. My ez-link card needs money, my bank accounts is slowly sinking and my phone prepaid just gotta die like right now? Lately, I've been frequently seeing the time as 11:11 am/pm and it's been almost a month like this. And it doesn't feel right at all.

Right now, I'm just like waiting (like I've always done) for a miracle. I think i really need one right now, like urgent. This is really an S.O.S. although I never knew what it meant but well its basically i need a good reason to keep living. Don't mistake me as emo, i don't cut myself and yeah i love myself a lot. Just so you know, it makes me feel good to know what i really want to do.

Music

2011-02-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

Don’t look at me
Don’t say anything, I beg you
In the other side of your memory
Bury me, and live on

The thorn in the name of a gradually flowering love
while driving you out of the end of this world
Will it hurt you? I don’t know

Go away stay away
I’m your pain
Everything even my name, erase everything
To far away get away
Now let me go
There’s nothing for us

Now when I long for you
Nothing but a deep sigh lingers
I don’t know if that last breath will reach out for you

The wound in the name of slowly deepening memories
left in my smarting broken heart
nothing but traces

Go away stay away
I’m your pain
Go away stay away
I’m your pain
Everything even my name, erase everything
To far away get away
Now let me go
There’s nothing for us

Away go your way to my pain
I’ve been erasing you piece by piece from the start
To far away get away
Please, forget me
There’s nothing left between you and me

Movie

2011-01-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

This week was a movie week and i love it. I watched the Season Of The Witch and also Centurion. Gosh this two are like awesome renaissance era movie. Season Of The Witch has an unpredictable storyline while Centurion have just awesome actions. It's so real and ouch!

The amazing act from Nicholas Cage and also a pretty sad ending for him.

Now say, if im mad/daring enough or say if my parents dont give a shit about how i look like, i will make my hair like Olga Kurylenko a.k.a Etain. And Etain is a unique and nice name for a girl, im serious.

Shout Out

2010-12-30T20:29:00.003+08:00

The holiday's almost out and new year is starting in about 1 day 4 hours and 30 minutes. How i spent my holidays is totally full of awesomeness. Made me just realize something:

I REALLY HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS AND I LOVE YOU GUYS!

So what made my peeps really awesome?Going for walks by the edge of the country and play some games?

Hmm, how about just hanging out at Sentosa and catching free late movies?

A double birthday celebration on ice?

Or how about Gulliver's Travels and smoky cold room?

Probably one of the best reasons why i'm here RETARDEDLY HAPPY! Thanks people for being as crazy as me. Spending the day just to shop, attending performances, pretending to be studying and a lot of laughters!

APL (Awesome People List):

Naddie, Irwan, Lulu, Zul, Yani, Swee Qi, Sharitta, Shufiah, Nadia, Lisa, Sonny, Alfian, Syazana, Fatin, Fazlinda, Atikah, A'tikah, Hisyam, Taquiddin, Hafizah, Natasha, Mayor ...now that im thinking about it, this list is getting way longer than i expected it to be so im just gonna keep it simple...and EVERYONE IN THE WORLD WHO BELIEVES THEIR AWESOME! (INCLUDING ME)

PS:HAPPY AWESOME NEW YEAR MY AWESOME PEEPS!

Shout Out

2010-12-11T19:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED/ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO:

THREVIN (Big Gorilla)

BRYAN (Beautiful Hands)

A'TIKAH (Almost Intelligent)

NATASHA (Extreme Slack)

I freaking miss you guys(although i just met you guys a few days ago)! We should hang out more people! Happy birthday, yay, we're all finally 17!! Hope you guys have an enjoyable year next year and so on...plus HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

RADY♥ YOU

Shout Out

2010-12-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Lil Aidie...you're finally a year old so please get better. Open your eyes so that you can see your crazy lil aunty and everyone else around you!

Movie

2010-11-27T00:20:00.003+08:00

I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows recently TWICE. It's just so awesome. Indeed, i find this the best among the rest. Less talk, more action. I really can't wait for part 2!

Then later i went to watch Megamind. It's funny and it's just kinda touchy too. If Harry Potter is 10 i give this movie 8!

Shout Out

2010-11-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

Went out today after school for Atikah's musical performance. It was great cos they can sing...i wish i can too but damn i sound like a gorilla half the time. In any case, i was kinda glad to meet some guys then i haven't for a long time. Thanks Atikah, Hafizah, Fazlinda, Fatin, Sharitta, Q, Colonel, Threvin and Bryan for the awesome day!

Oh yeah take a look at my Marquette! Took me just a night to complete. It's not that great but hey good enough for a beginner i suppose :D

Shout Out

2010-11-06T14:27:00.005+08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time now. Been busy and lazy. Had lots of stuff going on but well here's a glimpse of what i've been up to!

Oh and guess what im gonna dye my hair back to red pretty soon! I guess you could say a belated birthday gift to myself as i just realise that im probably gonna have the worst birthday

this year. It's a treat i say!

Movie

2010-10-14T01:22:00.003+08:00

Buried

This movie will eat up your money. It's a movie with lots of profits i guess. Since i think this is the most budgeted movie around?You'll know what i mean when you watch it.

I Give My First Love To You

I suppose this would be a better movie to watch. Too bad it only releases on the 21st Oct right here which will be my sister's birthday. I guess it's gonna be one very loving and touching Japanese movie. I'm guessing a bit of fun and foolishness but at the same time expecting quite a sad ending. In any case do look forward to it.

Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale

I can't wait for another twisted old tale. This should be rather interesting. Since its cartoon, i guess i just got to watch it in 3D. i expect a whole lot of surprise here. I wonder...

Adele

This look rather interesting.Somehow i think this French movie could contain a lot of suspense.

The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader

Oooh, Narnia has always been my favorite but sadly i heard Peter wouldn't be featured here. And so is Susan. But somehow since Edward and Lucy are getting better looking now, i don't mind the oldies. Teehee :D

PS:An Adventure Indeed

Shout Out

2010-10-10T14:17:00.003+08:00

Today afternoon: Switch on my lappie and log on to my school site just to be disappointed. Like very disappointed. Well you see i did pretty good for my GPA, i've got 3.5 for it. And so the school offered me a Diploma Plus which is like an additional certificate not related to my course. Since i was eligible for it, i opt for Business as 1st Choice and Humanitarian Affairs as the 2nd. To be honest, i'm not really into volunteering....*ehem*. Okay so...what i got is this instead:

"We regret that your application for CERTIFICATE IN BUSINESS as 1st choice and

CERTIFICATE IN HUMANITARIAN AFFAIRS as 2nd choice is unsuccessful."

Those are the exact words that shock me. So i thought, what the fuck! Somehow it brings back the shock i had when i got into this freaking course. Somehow i wonder why the hell would anyone offer someone something that is impossible?It just sort of let me keep my hopes up high just to find out the string is half snap and in the end im left hanging up there.

But its okay, i suppose i'll just have to do slightly better since there seem to be much interesting certificates offered next year....haiz, school's being a bitch!

Music

2010-09-27T19:44:00.003+08:00

2NE1

Their new album is just full of awesomeness. And i love CL's hair. Too bad, i bet i'm not allowed to bleach my hair like hers. So i guess, i'm gonna grow my hair long enough like Bom's and dye it damn red.

Shout Out

2010-09-24T17:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADDIE!!

I guess the video explains it all. Naddie you're an awesome friend even though i knew you not more that one and a half year? We only met a few time but you have an amazing personality. You're cool in your own ways and always thoughtful about others. I just wanna wish you an amazing birthday this year as 18 is an important year (you can still play plushies secretly) and you're not old. If you're old then my sister is ancient :P

PS: Miss you lots and we should totally hang out this December aites?!

Music

2010-09-21T00:14:00.004+08:00

Swallow - Kim Gun Mo

This song is amazingly cute. No matter how unattractive the guy looked like or how his voice is kinda squashy squishy. I mean look how the cute dance and tune suits the story in this video. It's pretty addictive. Though it's kinda sad that i can't find the song to this or even lyrics for that matter. This was like 7 years back so i doubt people make use of the internet as much as they do today.

Drama

2010-09-18T00:31:00.003+08:00

Tamna The Island

This drama is a must watch, although i didn't like the ending as i preferred a better resolution. Anyway, you should watch this because the french guy in here is just too damn hot to miss. Hahaha, okay, Pierre Deporte/Hwang Chan Bin is really poor thing in this cos of that stupid cute girl Beo Jin. Whatever her name is really.

Wow, while i'm blogging this, my grandfather just passed away so i guess i should say something. Even if he don't know me or any of us, i hope his peaceful now.

Movie

2010-09-13T00:43:00.003+08:00

Resident Evil : Afterlife in 3D

This is one awesome movie that you can never miss! Oh and the best part is that guy on the glass up there who played in prison break is in it. So yeah, i love it a lot especially in 3D. There were a lot of effects and action. Somehow it reminded me of Silent Hill at the arcade.

Drama

2010-09-08T01:47:00.003+08:00

Gumiho: Tale Of The Fox's Child

This drama is one awesome story. Half the time i cried although it's creepy so is the song which amazingly im addicted to it. It's a must watch and the lady is really pretty...hmmm....

PS: Watch It At http://www.dramacrazy.net/korean-drama/gumiho-tale-of-the-foxs-child-episode-1/

Music

2010-09-01T07:07:00.003+08:00

Listen To Your Heart....

I like this song a lot when i heard Cascada sing it. Does anyone know it was a song by Roxette cos i just knew that. There's nothing with that i think since Roxette was in my oldest sister's era and Cascada is new...well anyway this song brought a lot of confusion about who sang it. To keep it simple, Roxette created and sang this song. DHT remixed it and currently Cascada re-sung this song in her album. Done! But who cares, this song is awesome in terms of lyrics or any type of rhythm.

A song is still a song anyway...what's the point arguing uh?

Drama

2010-08-19T18:24:00.003+08:00

My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho

This drama comedy is totally addictive and i especially love the song Fox Rain featured in the drama:

Watch it:

http://www.viikii.net/videos/watch/96305/0/my-girlfriend-is-a-gumiho-episode-1-part-1.html

Not Quite There

2010-08-18T23:19:00.005+08:00

Okay, my holidays has been miracle-ly boring except for the day i went out before and during national day. Then it feels like pops there goes my week of slacking. Thankfully i did do something which is my Betty Edwards workbook and also this beautiful picture of Lena Katina from TATU. Mind you, the nose...haiz! Talking about nose, i recently puke through my nose, i know its not normal! My fingers are peeling off like a boiling banana and my stomach hasn't feel quite right since then. Okay i totally gotta rush all my assignments since submissions are like the first 2 days when school reopens. I'm dying!

A glass

2010-07-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

I'm currently half full people. Which means that i'm almost done to whatever i'm suppose to complete. So i'm so sorry that i was pretty much unavailable for god know the past few weeks. And i promise i will go out with you guys only after 6th of august! So...please aniticipate!

The Thinker

2010-07-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,okay i guess i think too much. I question a lot and it comes to nothing. Maybe i pick up this habit from my module History and Theory of Ideas. Oh look even the title don't quite make sense. In fact, nothing in there actually make sense, it just make you think more and thus more creative i suppose? So semester is ending pretty soon and my submission is kinda close too. Plus, my money is all being prepared to get wasted (school work)! But i'm glad to say i'm slowly clearing away certain works. Like one of my module is totally out now cos i'm done with it...and 2 more is on the way of clearing out. So yeah, hope everything will go smoothly since the past week, i suffered great stress or depression?i'm not depressed but you know the feeling of argh-i'm-pulling-my-hair-with-that-squirmed-face thing...

Dreams

2010-07-14T15:33:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if i have a dream and when i was actually thinking about it i figured that my dream was well a bit impossible. I guess dreams are different from goals...but well what was my goal again? I think my motto in life is "Get it over with" and that's how i got this far. Even though, i wasn't so smart academically, didn't get to the school i wanted, got terrible martial arts skills thus broke my leg, missed out a lot of lessons from the beginning and sort of continued to fail, got bitchy friends or probably i'm the bitchy one, got into this terrible shocking dilemma, didn't get to graduate the way i wanted to, didn't get the course or school i wanted terribly and got into crappy course with an unstable future prospect...First, i thought screw my life and even half of me really want to escape but then again let's just get over it. Why? Cos, maybe i thought just maybe one day, it could be better even if its this bad in the beginning. I mean there are reasons why someone are destined for such crappy life because in the end there are always something meaningful to it that could probably change your entire overwhelming emotional life. For example if you were to die tomorrow, you at least understand appreciation. Why am i actually blogging this, i've no idea cos firstly there's nothing else to talk about, it's been bothering me and well i'm feeling a terrible heat within me. I'm not someone who explodes but more like leak. Therefore i might appear weak but somehow or another i'm such a good actress no one actually knows that since i'm quite open in being me. I guess i'm very used to being me, i run out of shame to actually talk about me?I dunno, its like i myself is my friend. She has a very beautiful personality meanwhile my physical body is the total opposite of beauty. But when me and my friend stick together, it creates a completely acceptable me. Okay i'm just crapping, should've warn you that earlier but anyway i doubt anyone would read this since i bet a lot of people actually think i'm no longer as active as i used to be in updating this blog of mine. But if you ever read it, please pretend you didn't cos it might actually make me feel a slight touch of embarrassment. I guess i'm just gonne let this discussion hang here cos its better to be curious and wonder about what the hell am i trying to say cos it keeps the brain hyperactive and other ways of saying it...keeps you smart!

Gradygrade

2010-07-07T11:28:00.003+08:00

Blogging from school at the moment. Waiting for lecture to start in about half an hour time. Suffered from a slight paiseh moment cos i thought that today was my presentation and it wasn't. What a waste, well at least i've got more time to prepare now. Anyway, i just checked my results and its pretty good to be honest. For the first term, i've got 4 A, 3 B+, 1 B and 1 C...so i guess yeah kinda good but still a little bit shaky for the module that i had C.Anyway, i'm so sorry to my fella friends for unable to make time to go out as i'm very busy with my Final Semester Project? Well it's not the end of year but its coming to an end for my Common Foundation modules so yeah, ive got huge projects for this term as it will be put up on public exhibition (oh god, i hope the lectures were joking about that). So yeah, will be very tight schedule...maybe if you wanna go out and meet me guys, try make some time during the YOG period instead :S

Holid-ASS

2010-06-24T21:46:00.005+08:00

I'm done making my tshirt, like finally! Actually i did it like on Monday? Yeah, a bit late on the updates but its okay. To be honest, i can't quite remember if i have any homework i should rush into but i know i have an essay which i don't know what i'm suppose to write about. 2 presentation that have not been prepared. Also the exercises in my workbook that i need to complete...

I went to the Peranakan Museum some time ago, i think it's on Monday. It was free since we're under MOE schools. And so, it was interesting but i was told off to shut my camera's flash. How stupid can that be? In a place so dark, you can't see a think without a flash! And tell me how does a flash destroy and historical things in there?Anyway, i still snap it secretly or should i say accidentally?Since the camera was like auto flash whenever i turn it on, it takes a while to change the settings...and to search for the right view(sufficient light) in order to get a good picture!

Then i also did my CIP at SPD. Great work of slacking!

Karaoke Town

2010-06-16T01:43:00.006+08:00

So today had lots of fun, we were celebrating Haj's belated birthday. So we went to the KTV Partyworld at Civic Centre. The place is just awesome, its kinda huge for a small area...Anyway, the pics will explain it :D There are more up on facebook so do check it out!

PS: Love you guys, see ya on Sat!

Ima Back

2010-06-08T20:33:00.005+08:00

Hiya! I'm back. I know i've been away for too long. I think can get rid of tumblr (i'm still figuring out how to do that) since i could hardly manage the bloody blogger.Naah strike that, blogger is awesome, i'm the bloody one:D So how's school?It's tiring, exhausting and all of the other negative emotions. But one thing good is that i get to do some stuff i've never done before like lino cutting, silkscreen printing, making paper toy (i only do origami,pfft, who plays with paper dolls?not me), and then i even get to do one of the most lamest comic strip ever. What'd you expect?I mean, I am really a boring left brainer who amazingly can draw but doesn't make good use of it. I wonder why, sometimes i wish i'm a little bit more creative and exciting (that sounds so wrong), you know what i mean.I've been doing lots of photo taking too.

PS: A horrible post made last minute just for my dear Danny Boy!Are you happy now?:P

Weird

2010-05-09T23:04:00.007+08:00

So i had fun moments yet depressing times. You know what sometimes i feel like screw tumblr, i don't even update it much. I treated it like i how treated twitter (the one tweet out of 3 months) only better this time. So why have i not been updating much on both sites? Well i got so bored with my blogskin. And that I've got no time to create my own cos of my endless homework. I'm so gonna get it done all of them (although its suppose to be like a weekly assessment, i don't give a shit). I just don't like the idea of doing something mid-way although its suppose to be that way, i just hate it so badly. You know what, so i've decided to not take up Japanese class, to drop squash, to play cello in string ensemble and also hopefully will get to take up diploma in computerize accounting next year. There's a reason why i'm taking something extra cos well, hmmm let's say the place i am gives me not much opportunity in having a stable life? Everyone's like asking, is there even a local game company? I dunno, never played a game by a local company, now i wonder if it even exist and wait there's more, no one told me i couldn't get into a local university with this course either -_-".... anyway pictures below basically show what I've been up to.

(Went bowling with these people here)

(Playing games with Ashry for 3 hours)

(Webcaming with Shuf)

(Intro of Tamtam, the cat)

(Looking very idiotic webcaming with Shuf again)

(Making origami)

(I took this for photography lesson field trip @ botanic garden)

So yeah, my life is kinda fun sometimes, yeah sometimes only. Is sometimes half anyway?I think i'll be more active in this than tumblr!

Times

2010-04-28T11:05:00.003+08:00

In school waiting for my lecture class to begin. The music in the library is so freaking irritating and my partner didn't come today. Been having such stressful moments. Why? Cos some bloody idiots said that poly life was fun and i choose to believe that but the belief betrayed me.So now i guess i have to do some research on this guy called vitruvius.And i have to complete my essay and redraw my horrible looking mind-map. Then i also have to develop for fucking sketches on 4 bloody postcards. Money, money, money, now i'm like freaking broke since monday!Now i wonder, what's next?

Leaving

2010-04-17T00:54:00.004+08:00

PS: If you're using blogger, you can link me and if you have tumblr, then don't forget to follow me, i'll return the favour!

Do Not Read

2010-04-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

I think im sleepy or maybe i'm getting pretty sickly. My body aches everywhere and i'm starting to cough. I think Lena's really pretty. I'm trying to draw her now. I also really like The Birthday Massacre a lot more now. My eyes are heavy, oh gosh what a stupid post is this.

PS: I'm just updating it cos i like it that i keep it pretty active.

The Feel

2010-04-08T20:57:00.005+08:00

I'm so bored, i have nothing to do. I figure maybe i'll re-arrange some stuff on my desk. I'll sweep my way through my room. I'm just preparing for term start. Next Monday is my orientation. And yeah, i'll have to go for this one. Quite nervous actually. But kinda excited but at the same time i'm not that much looking forward to it. Anyway, yeah, don't think i'll be blogging much since i've got nothing much to talk about. So i'll go hunt some events for me to brag about soon!

You're Gonna Miss Us

2010-04-02T00:45:00.004+08:00

Had so much fun today! Well basically me, Shuf, Haj, Fatin Short, Hafizah met up at the interchange and got on 966 all the way to East Coast Park. Aww, how i miss that place so much, leaves me with a lot of memories including this one.So we bought food from McDs while Shuf ate with Haj their homemade food. I cannot imagine how much things we've had in our hands just for our breakfast-lunch meal. We even bought ourself a huge kite that won't fly. So halfway through, we had Fatin Syaz joining us. After taking up about and hour and a half to finish our meal (first time in my life i took such a long time to eat), we were full and exhausted.

So after that me and Fatin Short started working on flying the kite unsuccessfully. Instead we got tanned. Hafizah and Shuf went for a ride on the bike while the other 2 went for "swimming'. The keep dipping in and out, so not really sure if its swimming. Then without noticing, we were already perspiring like mad after all the camwhoring and especially the trying-to-fly-the-kite part, it was already time to pack up and had some drink and eventually got on bus around 5.30++. So the rest except for me and Hafizah went home. So we took the chance to go play arcade and the go catch The Diary Of A Wimpy Kid and the went back to the arcade to sweat our ass off on the DDR. We got ice cream to cool us off and home we go!

PS: I'm afraid i have sunburns!

Dyed

2010-03-28T19:38:00.003+08:00

I dyed my hair dark red and i freaking love it! Hahaha, i didn't cut or rebond my hair though cos i don't feel like it. I was planning to let my hair curl its own way from now onwards. I already enrolled to SP, got my student card and also my new Thinkpad T410. It's okay now i guess since everything's is pretty much settled. My school matters done and i'm getting my teeth done in 2 years or so. I'm also prolly gonna take up bowling or/and theatres as my cca. I'm also in the Current Affairs and Debate Club. And i'm working on my 'digital colouring' on my sketches. It's funny to think that i've coloured it when i look at my original sketches as black and white still. I've also manage to watch How To Train Your Dragon and oh my the dragon is so cute!!!Hahaha, i won't blog much today, haven't been blogging much anyway and prolly won't. Short and simple is great i suppose.

Surprise

2010-03-26T00:17:00.004+08:00

You'll never know when you can do great things even if what's great to you seems like a small matter to others and i just knew it too.

It's a SHINee Day

2010-03-15T20:51:00.003+08:00

It's been quite awesome these past few days. I already ended my work. I get to see SHINee! Now i'm just slacking at home, working on my other drawings and thinking about how cute Key is :D ...to be honest i don't really feel like blogging much. So i might end my rubbish and brags about SHINee right at this moment.

With lots of love from Rady Ray to the Radiant SHINee!

I can't figure it out

2010-03-12T23:07:00.003+08:00

Does it scare you this way

Or was i just pushing luck away?

(Danny: Now this is Jean!)

I'm trying to figure out some things. I don't know how and what but i'm pretty sure something's amiss. It seems like i needed to do something different but what is it?

SmexZhat

2010-03-07T22:16:00.006+08:00

Okay, i've been drawing 'a lot' lately. I don't get it why most people are shock when i draw something like up there and yeah, right down there!I mean, its just weird the way they say it cos it sounds like this : You can draw? I dunno, just find the reactions i receive a lil bit funny. Anyway, i think i might wanna spice up my drawings a bit, firstly i'm gonna cut down on the shadings and draw something sharp, like the one below is very 'romantic and hot'.

I guess my sketches are better off this way. It's easier to draw anyway plus i give up on sketching photographs okay. I suck at reality!

Deer Highway

2010-03-03T21:34:00.004+08:00

Guess what? I got into a 45 minutes traffic jam today because of a deer who fell dead on the express way. I think its a deer cos it was rather too small to be a cow or a horse. I think it escaped from the Mandai Zoo but well i'm amazed and can't imagine my luck to see a deer running wild in Singapore! Don't find it a sad thing i think, dunno why. It's just isn't sad i mean there weren't blood or anything, it just drop dead, could be a heart attack jumping off from one side of the road to the other then get a shock of its life when it sees fast driving vehicles about to crash into it. Anyway, don't care, it might come out in the news though. Maybe not for safety reasons. Who cares anyway?

Top Gun

2010-02-21T00:02:00.004+08:00

Amazing day today. Woke up in the morning to complete Sherry's crispy birthday card. Then went out with Shuf and Sherry to go Lot 1 to buy the sistic tickets to see SHINee and then travel all the way to City Hall to go Superbowl. Since it's their first time bowling, it didn't hurt to play shittily besides i haven't played for a long time too. We wanted to try out snooker but its like 12 bucks per hour and its not like any of us, knows the rules of the game to begin with. So after playing one round of bowling, we went to eat at burger king. Hmm,nyummy omonomnomnom i ate rodeo double cheeseburger. It's awesome, full filled my stomach's desires. Haha, then we wanted to go to Esplanade to take pictures at the roof top but then we saw something that caught our eyes: Fun Fair!!!

Do you see the machine that says Top Gun at the background of the pictures? We took that and it was awesome, we were left hanging upside down for quite some time a couple of times. We even went 360 degrees all way round. It's really awesome. Unfortunately, as it was about to get even better, Sherry lost her phone that was place in Shuf's bag. This is the weirdest part, during the upside down moment, Shuf's phone slipped out and manage to grab hold of it while being upside down but we didn't even see or heard Sherry's phone fall off at all. So we thought it probably fell off and got damage but there wasn't even a single broken piece of the phone and when we tried to call, it's in off mode. So we guessed that the boys who went on board the same as us might have took it when it fell back or something but we couldn't find them yet and since we already bought the coupons to ride sky rider, we went for it first. Okay, firstly sky rider wasn't that fun but rather sickly. It made the 3 of us felt high and we looked like as if we got drunk. Although, the wind is enjoyable. And that being up high feels great, like "i rule this place you freaking idiots!!"

Walking back to the station, we met the bunch of boys who was on board with us and since they were staring and watching us, we asked them, they look suspiciously weird as they denied seeing a phone. And it was pretty unconvincing when one of his friends actually gave a secret look to the other before answering no. So we walked off and board the train towards the nearest Hello!. I told Sherry to deactivate her number and we managed to inquire it and it was temporarily deactivated but being underage sucks big time so we couldn't get Sherry's new SIM card.

Anyway, awesome and adventurous day. I'm telling you every good thing has its terrible consequences.So don't get too excited=P

Percy or Aniq?

2010-02-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

So when to watch that particular movie twice during the holidays. Once with Shufy and the other with my sis and cuzzins. I don't get tired watching it i guess since Logan is so awesomeness. You guys should watch it, but before that make sure your heads are filled with roman/greek mythology cos you might not understand some parts. I think as long as you've watched Hercules before, that should be fine.

This new year i got a huge hong bao, which is my Iran looking nephew, Sufi Aniq. Well, this is how he basically look like:

Okay, yeah that's how he looks like. I'm feeling so damn old. It's like im already ageing too much, can you imagine 2 nephews in 2 months? That's like way whoah!My brain's so exhausted i can't actually blog anymore!

Free

2010-02-13T16:44:00.003+08:00

Working for the purchasing department may seem somewhat easier but uber troublesome. I don't know how many times i had to go up to photocopier machine to complete one invoice!Though i really enjoyed stamping cos it feels good to mash something on a piece of paper. Anyway, had a lot of work today though i've cleared out all my work yesterday, Yanna got me to record down the market list (This huge paper thats fit into a small file, the paper covered up my 85% of my table!) and its taking a lot of time. They had to long list of ingredients and i had to re-calculate every single unit price and also try to figure out the matching strokes of the characters (since i don't understand chinese language) if its written in chinese. I still don't know why i never tried to pick up a bit of mandarin when i have a whole lot of time to work on my russian and german. Which is i already made a promise to some people i shall practice more on my spoken russian/german before school starts and yet i haven't! Anyway, back on track, i have a lot of work left on my tray, a way to start the tiger year uh?

See this picture? I'm still unable to eat those oranges hiding behind my screen. More like i'm forbidden to. My lil nephew makes a visit again, and his staring at the screen the whole time! I can't even get a proper picture, he's always moving about, it turns out rather blurr.

I didn't actually realize that he sorta smiled in this one though. Anyway, i did take a lot of pictures but as i mentioned it all turned out pretty blurr so yeah, no point uploading something that you could barely see. Thus, i just simply click the dele-to button. I enjoy deleting photos, cos it makes me feel light-hearted. It's like the burden of my lappie containing so much useless info is finally lifted a bit. You know machines are like humans too, it works better with less troubles?

So, 4 days of holiday for me well i mean 3 since i worked today. A lot of people ask me what i'm gonna do so i guess i'll be spending my time tonight completing my reading of books, sketch some more scenes and also probably gonna work on the birthday card for Sherry( The weirdest birthday gift ever, since her birthday was past half a month ago and also i already told her that i was working on the card.). Then i'm gonna watch movie with Shuf tomorrow and well return all library books and borrow more comics for my sketches. Then i have Monday and Tuesday to slack my ass off or go do something useful?

Doodle?

2010-02-09T20:48:00.004+08:00

I'm back to drawing again. Why? Well, the only particular reason is that i'm sick and tired of going on the net. And well since my course is all about drawing and stuff, i might as well get an early head start. So went to the library to grab one marvel book (thought might learn from Lulu on how she get going with sketching) and start sketching out a few slides. Now that i think about, the human body is rather complicated than the face although i used to simply design out dresses, its different when it comes to placing an actual body in those clothes. So facial expression was an easy start. Thought it look good after quite some time, i didn't get to draw like this but well, the down part is that i was too lazy to shade it. So sorry to disappoint but it might look rather fake and too 2D. Maybe during the lunar holidays, i'll try to get the shading done, and get 3 more drawing perfected. I still have a lot of things to do such as reading the books i already borrowed and also to accomplish the birthday card for a friend which has already past for half a month.

(This is how i really feel inside)

I can only quit working in mid march. God working is way tiring than schooling as half the time, im stuck in the office with nothing to do. But then again its the early month, so im left with nothing much to do. I'll just have to anticipate for closing month, that's when i'll do a lot of work and time goes faster than expected. Anyway i've got Ang Bao today which makes up my whole day i guess. But i still can't touch the 2 mandarin oranges on my desk. We're suppose to leave it until the lunar new year, but then wouldn't it rot?

What do you know

2010-02-05T20:22:00.005+08:00

So today i went back with my colleague as per normal. Then on the train, we had this very weird conversation about an event coming up and she had to check the attendance of the people coming. So i said:

Me: You guys should have like biometrics or card to enter. Like an ez link card for attendance check.

YJ: Ya, they should, so when members enter they can simply 'tit'. So i can just stand there and say " Excuse me sir, please 'tit' here."

Me: You mean tap, cos tit sounds so wrong.

YJ: What do you mean?

Me: Do you know what's a tit? T-I-T?

YJ: Huh?What's that?

Haha, i practically laughed at this, im amazed by her reaction. At the age of 18, how could she possibly not know what's a tit?So i wondered, what the hell did they teach you in school?

Race It Baby

2010-02-01T21:57:00.004+08:00

So chalet the other day was quite fun. Even if i couldn't get to go Escape, none of us was able to in the end due to the closure or whatsoever i heard. We cycled. I had to take the double bike since i don't how to balance it. So i thought Hafizah's good, but ended up the tall light girl can't take my weight until i had black greasy stains on my leg.So then had to take it with Hisyam, and yeah it worked out so much simpler. So we ride so far till the end for half an hour then went to playground for a few minutes and ride around. Really can't fill this whole page with much details but its full of foolishness and dramatic accidents, I'll never forget you, Hafizah. And to Shufiah whom i had to hear her vommit around 7-10 times that morning, please get well very soon! More pictures on facebook. Here's just a peek!

Gaming Session!

...A Walk To The Park...

Free Neoprints

Goong

2010-01-30T01:42:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but the moment i saw this video, i felt like i should re-watch Princess Hours. Anyway, i find these group of musician really cool!Each of them can get their hands on a lot of stuff. Enjoy:

Gamer or Games Designer

2010-01-27T20:34:00.006+08:00

Whoah and more whoahs! Really, i felt like i didn't wake up for my dream. When i got onto the site today i was feeling kinda of urhm (let me re-enact this part here):

Me: Why did they have to message me so early? ( I received a lot of messages while i was sleeping at about 1pm) So slow, i just woke up and haven't even had a bath yet. (Logged in after a while thinking where the hell was i suppose to click.)

JAE-IS: games design and development

Me: Hahahaha, what the hell?

So i re-checked my application list and there it was my fourth choice, so anyway i just accepted my fate hoping that one day i could probably work under SEGA ,Nintendo or even Harmonix Music. Lulu who ended up in the same course as me but diff schools insisted that Lucasfilm who created Starwars is the best. But i don't like Starwars.

Anyway, this is something new and interesting isn't it. For a gamer like me, it feels like fate.

Facing Changes

2010-01-26T15:39:00.005+08:00

I guess i'm gonna change my lifestyle a bit here and there this year. For once, i have to see the doctor frequently now.

Second, i'm gonna pick up my old hobby which is badminton and i shall practice it every

Saturday. Besides, its the only exercise i do best since i don't how to jog. Who knows i might be taking badminton as a CCA although i've always been under the arts pathway and that i'm quite interested in taking violin lessons as my CCA.

Thirdly, i wanna get a good badminton racket on my second pay inclusive of brand new feather shuttlecocks cos the plastic ones are heavy.

This next one might be a happy news for my sis, i will be cleaning my room and this place here where my laptop stands every alternate Fridays. But i request my own room when term starts so it might not be a good news for my sis after all.

And lastly, i should learn how to organize by time wisely by making use of a proper timetable.

PS:I'll do my best in my studies this time. I think i wanna go to U after all.

I am the ray in the dark

2010-01-24T18:55:00.005+08:00

The lonely sun is shining.

Why do I have to decide on my future which troubles me so?

Whats the use of victory on a lonely journey?

A young boy lives quietly, A life that goes silent.

The moon that watched over this era starts talking to me.

If the signpost of your path were me.

It would be good if you could shine on me brightly and with a strong heart.

The unfortunate destiny of you and me has dried up in an era that's become heartless.

Even then I walk out.

That's basically the lyrics of the song that you are hearing on my blog at the moment. I like this song. It seems to have a very deep meaning within the lyrics itself. You might be wondering if the lyrics was too short but if you notice, some phrases were repeated and redundant.(i think)

Anyway, i have nothing much to blog. Ok that was a lie cos i have so many things to talk about but that can only be discussed within my soul.

PS:I get rude when i'm angry,get it?Why? Because i don't scream at people when i'm angry thus i find other ways to show "go away!". And that does not mean i am by nature, rude! Or don't come out with crazy ideas that i mixed with bad company and START getting rude. I'm just looking for alternative ways to get my own space.

HighTooLights

2010-01-17T22:06:00.003+08:00

So i've already send in my decisions to that place. I cut my hair and have bad highlights. I'm hoping for it to go away. Good thing, my hair is so short, it doesn't get into the way. I guess nothing much today, have work tomorrow. Gosh, i can't wait for end of February cos that's when i'm ending my work. 3 Months work experience is all i needed. To be honest i don't even know when i'm starting school so Match seems to be perfect. Time flies faster than ever nowadays cos its already the mid of the month and so Happy Chinese New Year : Gong Xi Fa Cai and have a strong and prosperous year for the year of the Tiger!

Relax

2010-01-12T20:01:00.004+08:00

Okay, everyone is so excited about my 'o' level results so here we go, it's not good but i guess there's nothing much to expect:

English: C5

(I've been getting this grade for every exam, makes no difference)

Malay: A1

(After retaking it, it's worth it after all, in case you didn't know, i got B3 before this which is actually an A1 but due to moderation shit bla bla bla...)

Math: B4

(I felt bad cos i knew what went wrong immediately after the paper)

Science: C6

(I guess its not my fault that physics would have probably brought me down this time, it was shocking as for the first time i felt chemistry was easier than physics!)

Humanities: B4

(I don't know if it's good or bad)

D&T: B3

(Yay! I got the grade that my teacher predicted,how annoying)

POA: D7

(Worst case ever?Cos to be honest, i didn't study for it properly but anyway good experience)

So after all those buuzzesese....my overall L1R4= 15 and L1R5=17 that is inclusive of the cca points so yeah. According to the letter i got, i can get into all poly, private institutions and ITE so please stop asking where i'm going and how come i can't get into JC. I have 247 out of 259 courses to pick out the 12 options. Gimme sometime, i'm still figuring things out.

And to all my friends who was there with me, please don't freak out that you see me cry, its just a natural reaction i show when im getting ready for some suspense. I'm okay right now, so don't worry. In fact, crying is quite refreshing, i never slept any better=D

PS: Got my EAGLE Awards ($200)...hehe!

Voice Dressing

2010-01-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

I was just video hopping and i found a video where popular boy bands had to perform the girl's group songs and as well dance like them. It's funny as some even cross-dressed. Anyway, it's just for entertainment post. Celebs include 2PM, 2 AM, MBLAQ, SHINee, Super Junior and even BEAST. They'll be performing songs by Brown Eyed Girls-Sign, SNSD-Gee, T-ara-Bo Peep Bo Peep, 4 Minute-Muzik and KARA-Mister.Enjoy=P

I Can't Help It

2010-01-02T20:15:00.003+08:00

I really can't stop myself from watching movies online. It's just so addicting and its the only thing i have to do.

I still haven't properly decide my course yet. For goodness sake, they're too many. I don't even know what i like. I only know what i don't like and through that i could eliminate all course in 5 minutes. And i don't even have enough time to think about it and to be honest i'm so lazy to think about it. Can i get someone to think for me and narrow down the options for me cos i'm so lazy, and these laziness has brought me to a conclusion that i'll just take whatever place i'm able to get in. I'm still torn between JC and Poly. The courses in poly is getting tougher to get in, might as well i enter JC and just get over it. I don't want to think too much about unnecessary things as it doesn't concern me much.

Gosh, my life has been amazingly bored and betrayed for the past few days. I don't know why i turn out like this but any 'o' how, i'm going out tomorrow with dear Shuf to watch movie. I think it's the only way to entertain myself. Somehow i'm glad that there are still some people who aren't working and that could make something out of a dull daily life=P

So Beautiful

2009-12-30T22:13:00.004+08:00

Yeah, true that i manage all 4 movies in a month. Sherlock is an awesome movie and its like getting into a lab and reading the minds of a scientist. Anyway, its coming the end of the month. Tomorrow will be the last day of the year and it will be a long and tiring day for me at work. But then again i really don't mind working 24/7 now that i had nothing to do. Well, in my guidebook of daily life, there's nothing listed in there.

Somehow i do want to do something else someday soon. Does anyone wanna play badminton with me?But then again, i have to go shop for a new racket first. How troublesome. Every little thing i wanna do requires quite a big amount of energy, what a waste. Honestly, i dunno what i've been doing for the whole month. There's isn't a target or a thing to accomplish. It's like i just do what i'm told to at work and it didn't even matter if i didn't finish in time. At home, i practically hang around the lappie doing nothing. Surf the internet and halfway i forgot what sites i've been wanting to look out for. It's like all of a sudden, i had no point of doing things. I must say its getting really boring. This is why i prefer to go to school, cos at least half the time i have to complete my work in a rush.

Is this to boring?I'm currently listening to a song repeatedly cos i love it so much. You see, while i was being a bit bored, i thought of questions like: Are girls stupid in the affairs of the heart?Or are girls just emotionally weak in nature but then again i think we girls are just stupid.Then i thought about why do i keep having dreams that seems to be so real in the opposite ways? I dreamt that i got ten bucks from someone but i was awaken by my sister asking for her 14 bucks back. Then i dreamt about mum buying more milk and store in the fridge but i went to the kitchen to get a drink, there wasn't any. Instead, i got the last half a cup of milk. I even dreamt about getting a message in my phone and i woke up quickly and switch on my phone to check but there wasn't any. It's scary sometimes cos i've even came about fearing that i may have thought that the reality might be a dream to me and that dream feels like the reality to me.

Still it isn't as annoying as people coming up to me speaking in Mandarin with the perfect confidence. As it happen i feel like a fool for trying to understand with just looking at the person's gestures. One of the members at my workplace came in my office with a golf ball and a piece of paper saying out of use and started complaining. He was speaking a mouthful of Mandarin and i just sat there looking at him. I wanted to speak but never had the chance to. Anyway, smart me could still figure out what he's trying to say after a long time, i never saw him again. Then there's this guy who does the card machine on my desk started asking me question in Mandarin and i accidently shouted "I don't speak Chinese". Then he just froze and started repeating it to my Chinese partner. Weird thing is that he could actually speak English fluently and yet he couldn't translate it. My life has been weirder than i could ever imagine.

PS: I wrote too much, i shall stop besides sleepy eyes are killing me.

Race It Baby

2009-12-19T14:40:00.006+08:00

I was so bored and hopeless but after talking to Shuf, i'm more than happy to say that she have just made my day seem so much brighter. We going to watch movie tomorrow!!Finally an outing for me. Ever since the concert, i didn't manage to get out of the house for the fun of it. So this is it. Haha, i'm so excited already. There's not much movies available to watch on the net so yeah gotta watch it legally!

So the plan was to watch Avatar 3D if its available at CP and then if can we will be watching Princess and The Frog. And and and maybe next Sunday, we'll be watching Alvin And The Chipmunks!

I haven't got my pay yet so if you're wondering how i get that much cash, that's because i save my school money, my mum still hand me in some cash for daily food,drinks and transport but saved a whole lot of them=P

Now i can't wait to get my pay to cover up all my spendings, at least 500 have to go into the bank no matter what!And for my dear sistas who read my posts, yes i'll give % of my pay okay?Get a taste of my hard work , hehe!

Rady Save To Go!!!ZooooooomMMM

Seoul Out

2009-12-13T23:07:00.004+08:00

I know it's been quite some time since my last post. I've been rather busy cos i'm working now and my sis on the net 24/7 provides me less efficiency in blogging or anything else to do with the net. Anyway, i had fun during Saturday. I went to the SEOUL SUNDOWN concert. It's awesome. And the best and weird part is, i was less than a meter away from one of the members in T-Max who acted in BOF. Haha, i accidently screamed when i saw him right in front of me, i think i scare him. I must have looked like a maniac back then cos he looked down and gave a funny-looking smile. Brown-Eyed Girls was AH-MAZING. They were of course hot as per normal and there were this bunch of Korean guys who were such a BEG fanatic just stepped on my foot. He was screaming for Narsha so damn badly, i think he's gonna cry some time,haha! It was a hell lot of fun!

I am so going for the SS501 asia concert tour next year, plus there'll be more bands coming so i would really wanna go and i'll make sure next time we get the tickets earlier and came for the gate opening 5 hours earlier!I really had fun. Credits to Shuf for the tickets yeah!

PS: For more pics, you know where to go(FB)Fucking bitches...haha!

IRIS

2009-12-02T23:18:00.007+08:00

Started job.It wasn't so bad for a start. Might get to the difficult part tomorrow though. Anyway, the week is ending so whatever. The drama below is what i have been up to and the only thing that keeps me going on the net. T.O.P looks so good and devilish in here!

(see T.O.P, the one which is pointing the gun)

I've been thinking about my hair lately and i thought what if i cut short hair. If i do, i would want something like that:

But don't you think its too much for a very uhm (fill in the blanks) country?Anyway, i think i'm gonna do something while to my hair, so don't be shock=P Hair can grow so its okay, if its done badly even a hundred times unless you have an illness.(which good god i dont)

Gotta go head down to bed early now, haiz...it feels like school...again.

Korean fanatic

2009-11-20T20:37:00.005+08:00

The picture above is my new heart-melting idol. He is T.O.P. And i just love his voice and he raps. I just love him lots because he is so cool. He hardly have any expressions except for the above which is probably describes his thoughts saying whatever. Let me present you my next victim:

This is Kim Junsu from 2pm. To be honest, i prefer him compared to Nickhun. Nickhun is Thai which sets him apart from being Korean.

Okay that was just the intro.Haha....so LCCI was okay, i'm sort of getting better and that me and Hafizah gonna go out to study tomorrow for the test on Monday. I hope i'll pass with distinction. Actually there's nothing much to blog cos this post wast to be a test post for my new blogskin.

So anyway, i'm still looking for jobs and that i haven't got one. And i guess thats it, i'm gonna end here.

Happy birthday/belated

2009-11-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday to me! And have the best birthday break to SAN CHANG!! Yeah, our he’s younger than me by a day. It’s funny actually, this year i didn’t get a birthday cake but somehow it didn’t matter.Cos i had great birthday presents and one of them just had to be because the exam ends on the same day! I’m so relieved, it feels like i’m finally done taking a big shit and about to wipe my ass. I know it’s gross but you get the feeling…

I can’t be more than happy with escapade this Saturday, the bbq early dec and the big concert on the twelfth. Can you imagine?DBSK might be coming down!! Oh hey micky!! Yesterday was irritatingly fun with Hafizah, Shuf and Fathin. We went to the arcade to play some maniac DDR. Actually i had to go for the SG idol show thingy, but for goodness sakei didn’t even know that SG idol existed (i don’t watch television, remember). By the way, we made this sticky arty crafty thing yesterday, we had like our own little art session. Dang, i miss art lessons without the punishments of course.

So tomorrow’s plans is to go out with Hafizah, Shuf, Fathin and Sherry, my lovely strawberry!! We gonna go shopping and if it was with me, i’ll be searching for the most cheapest bargain or stores i can go to. Hehe, budget honey, its not about the brand cos its about the price and the worth. We’re gonna get boots and clothes plus accessories.

Lols, thanks to Sal for this one:

Tired of waiting

2009-11-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness, have you guys heard about 2pm’s new album. I just love the first release. Oh and news been saying that Jae Beom might come back, i really hope he do…Anyway, i’m loving T.O.P even more as i watch the “Let me hear your voice” MV.Is there like anyone local who look like him or at least sound like him???Oh and i got a new desktop background of the 2pm album cover,heheXD!

I feel like screaming tomorrow and not because i’m finally turning 16 but because exam’s out.It’s like my long awaited moment. I shall go to the arcade and go work out some DDR with Hafizah, LuLu and me. And one of my greatest presents arrived already, the tickets to Seoul Sundown. Really i don’t give a shit who’s performing cos this is considered my first time going to a concert at Fort Canning Park. Well, that’s a month to worry about and i have a BBQ going on and has yet to pay. I’ve got good gifts this year, no money at least which makes me relieved for once. I've got my desired HUGE Tweety Bird, ORANGE headphone, pretty sweet clothes.

There’s so much i need to do now that its going to be over. First get to all those entertainments, get a distinction for the LCCI exams and finally work at my sis place i guess. I don’t really care about the pay so stop asking me. Me no need money, me just need to fill me time. Oh and i’ve been into books lately, i had a book marathon throughout my last 2 weeks of ‘O’ Levels. Then again, don’t ask me how i studied cos it was a miracle how i can balance things like that.

I’ve like a whole lot of things to catch up and i have planned almost everything. Go watch movies, go buy some songs, go read as much books, play games, tidy the room (sigh)…Go get mad i think. I wanna have fun before i mugged into poly, well im not sure if mugging is needed in poly but yeah whatever. I have 3 months to complete whatever i wanna do. I think i might wanna buy more soft toys for my bed, i already forgot where i place my mini Tweety (Ergh!)….

Tomorrow is gonna be something and i mean like lots of something which i predict would happen so i’m just gonna go study now, do fuckingly well in malay literature and science paper 1 tomorrow.

Ringx2

2009-10-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

It’s been quite some time since i blog obviously cos of the exams. English was okay not that tough and math paper 1 was manageable. Math paper 2 was sucky for me, cos of 2 and a half bloody questions. But whatever it’s over. Just getting ready for the others. Anyway there’s nothing much to blog about except for my very fun after school study period. I keep changing study buddies.But its kinda fun though, meeting different people every other day. Studying with Hafizah,Lulu, Shafiqah, Yeah-ni, Kyrene, Yani,Fatin Short, Sherry, Natasha, Fazlinda,Fathin Alyia, Shuf, Hajarah, Iskandar, Hisyam and Suzli. It was mouthful especially with Hafizah, hehe and the others were a great laughter, if i miss anyone out, im sorry cos i have STM! Some time now i feel rather happier than before, maybe cos i’m more hand-free…

PS:Do you get my drift?

Stay

2009-10-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

How i love the rain as it come to stay today. Went to school today with Shuf and there i am stack with some pile of work to do. Yes, i’ve got plenty of work to do but before that, i shall enjoy the rain by watching some movies. If i didn’t go to school, i would have spent my time sleeping anyway so i might as well stay awake and do something worthwhile right?Anyway, Rady’s enjoying so much rain, she don’t give a shit on what’s happening.Yeah!

PS: Why does it take so long to even grow while others are so excited celebrating birthdays?

Walk and get sick

2009-10-11T16:18:00.001+08:00

So yeah, i got sick this morning due to i think of late night sleep and also cos my mum just fixed the stupid perfume thing on the wall near my sitting area.Now i’m suffering from non-stop running nose and also sore throat plus a terrible sore eyes. I feel like leaking water tap up my nose.

Anyway, i had fun yesterday Jalan Raya again.Went home about 10++ cos my parents pick me up from Syabrin’s place and left me at home alone. Not to mention that my dad forgot that i was in the car and he switches of the car’s engine. Good thing i wasn’t sweating. I’m supposed to go Jalan Raya again, but i’m too tired and sick to even get out of the house. It’s like so bloody warm today, i felt like spending my whole day in the bathroom. The pics are up in facebook and yeah from now onwards, everything’s gonna go to facebook.

Introducing

2009-10-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

I fell in love with a new coming out artist namely as:

She’s from London and she play the keyboard well. My inspiration. I think i might do her cover of the song Remedy without the vocals of course. She’s not Lady GaGa whatsoever, she’s different. Lady GaGa is an amazing high flyer party girl meanwhile Little Boots is like one cool mystical creature?Sorry i didn’t mean it that way, i mean she’s pretty dark and mysterious type so darkroom cool.Anyways, check her out!

PS: Ignore my language, please.

Blogging Through Msn

2009-10-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys i’m just trying this out. I’ve recently uploaded a new upgraded MSN and it has this thing that i can blog through MSN so i’m trying to see if this actually works.

Got out of school early since my teacher ain’t it school for extra lessons again. So will be checking me online status for a lil bit and then going back to do finish all my math stuff and go on to study chemistry since there’s section B test tomorrow.

Guess what one of my friend is having his math ‘N ‘ Level today and yet he forgot his calculator so i lend my one out to him. Weird i must say. And another friend of mine who’s taking the test is late again ever since yesterday. I wonder if they’re even serious about their ‘N’ Level cos they look like as if its just another EOY paper.

Anyway, just updating that i’m very prepared for Math and Malay Literature paper and a bit of Social Studies.The rest is slowly progressing. Actually i’m quite ready for DNT paper so yeah. I’m left with my oh-my-horrible-chemistry paper and failure POA. Physics there’s still hope, but the 2 subjects above is like, die die. If only i had taken pure science, i wouldn’t have to even study for chemistry. I find physics easier but majority say otherwise cos they love memorising stuff but i prefer to understand instead. So if i find some things stupid, thus i won’t do well.

Urgh, gotta go now, ciao ciao, i wonder if i can put up pictures here…hmm…

PS:It works, finally!That was rather easy.

Happy Hari Raya

2009-10-04T22:28:00.003+08:00

Finally, i get to Jalan Raya. What a relief. It's worth it i guess. There were six of us, then seven and back to six. We manage to go to 6 houses even if we started out pretty late like around 3pm and reached home by 9.30. It's good, i'm glad i could go jalan raya. It's probably the last year with my high school friends. But i'm hearing that next Saturday, my class is having Jalan Raya for the whole express cohort. Or my class only?I rather the whole cohort, more fun!

There'll be pictures available on facebook though.The fun thing is that Yeah-Ni bought sparklers for us to play at the end which is great fun, great wind and great pictures. I'm really drained out. My foot hurts like hell and i've got to study so ciao for now!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

~Maaf Zahir Dan Batin~

Graduate Not

2009-10-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

Graduation Day is one of the foolish and stupid event that was ever created. Firstly, how the fuck can you graduate before you take your 'O' Levels. Secondly, all you had to do was to sit there like stone for 3 hours straight to here speeches after speeches. Thirdly, i still see no point of attending such event.

Today, is an interesting day for me. Never in my life i got caught for an appearance check. But today my fringe got caught on "fire". Stupid teacher, she was only able to say, "your fringe". She didn't say anything afterwards so i was left clueless. I was wondering if i was suppose to cut it or clip it every time she sees me? Maybe, its such a waste to go to the hairdresser just to trim fringes since my hair grow pretty quickly. After all i still don't see the point of having appearance check. I don't see how our appearance is going to affect our studies?And can you believe it, that you're not allowed to take the national exam if your appearance is unacceptable?Ridiculous! If they think that appearance will give good impression, in the first place who are we impressing? The teachers from other school while other school teachers experience the same type of students in their school? For goodness sake, they're just doing this as schools thought that with representable looking student brings in profit, well it doesn't if your students behaves like shit in public.

Yesterday, i came across student from my school at the bus stop. 3 groups are affected. There were indian girls at the path, there's malay girls sitting at the bus stop, there were a malay elderly man sitting beside these malay girls. And there's a malay boy involved. Situation is this, malay boy walks down the stairs and wanna pass through these indian girls. He SHOUTED "MOVE!". They moved but one of them spoke clear enough saying "Say excuse me, lah!". Then, malay girls unhappy and starts to imitate these indian girls very loudly for these indian girls to hear them. They were also saying vulgarities at the worst point as the old man was beside them.

Today, during the graduation, the malay boys were screaming their heads out saying vulgars while the teachers are giving a speech. So i turned back and told him to "Will you guys just shut up!" They don't give a shit instead they continued it with an amazing energy.

The point of explaining the above 2 paragraphs was basically to set out a point that i'm embarrassed being a malay. It's just that facts clearly shows that malays nowadays are just going above limits and that i don't think its wrong to dislike such rude behaviours. Of course there were the good ones too, but the majority is just over-rated. Sometimes i just hope these bunch of kids (and yes, most of them are still kids, not even above 16!) will realise that their behaviour can simply be compared to people from the stone age. I'm not saying i'm such an angelic but hey, i know what's right and what's wrong in the eyes of strangers at least.

Well, as long as i don't have any relations with such people, i'm clearly unaffected. I will just pretend nothing happened. Sigh, life sucks anyway. When i go poly, i will vow not to befriend minahs and mats. Even if i have to meet them, deep inside i know myself that i was insincere to do so.

I don't think i wanna work after my 'O' levels cos i have a good reason. I don't wanna waste my future as i'm going to spend it wisely with the people around me and also with my ownself. It's important that i find some proper 1 and a half day of sleep after the exams. So don't scold me if i'm working, cos i have plans.=D

Hammer Me Please

2009-09-25T22:37:00.009+08:00

Updates!Hey,i've been doing extremely pissed and sleepy for the past few weeks or days? A little bit of puke and headaches here and there but i'm all ready to i don't know what. Life's been harsh all right but otherwise i'm always making things tougher. Before you go on, do me a little bit of favour? Vote for Joni at the right hand column of this blog: http://kelvinonian.com/ (Gracias!)

#Case 1:

I broke my mum's phone. You know the one i used (blue) while my phone (white) broke and got repaired. So blame it on me again though it wouldn't be surprise right since everything that's in my hands gets spoilt quicker than expected. I'm still wondering why, i wasn't too rough indeed i abandon the things i use a lot.

#Case 2:

Damn, i got mad with a few people here and there, i guess its the time of the year where the routine begins. I'm spacing out a lot more since i'm very well-aware of what might happen, so keeping my distance sometimes and disappearing within seconds.

#Case 3:

I haven't been getting that girl's thing again while people around me complain of having it. They think i'm bragging about my "thank goodness i'm not having it" but hey i was just missing it. But anyway, its pretty normal to miss it a few months of the year and when it comes it just sort of hardly there anyway so what's the point of being curious,ay?

#Case 4:

I'm greedy this month. I took up both LCCI Exams (computerised accounting) since i got a distinction in level 2 of last year. This year i'm taking the Level 1 (Book Keeping) and Level 3 of the LCCI Exams. Seriously i have no intentions of getting in business school or whatever but i'm just preparing for backup plans in case i don't get the course i chose, i can simply admit myself to courses i've been before like business school or engineering school.

Case 5#:

I don't get to out for this month and last month. Let's pull my face straight and that no one ask me out during weekends. I think i'm dying already at home. It's not like i'm not happy stuck at home but it just kills me to be unable to do anything: can't eat too much (nothing to eat anyway), can't do work (no proper place), can't play the keys (too noisy), can't sleep (i can but me mum won't encourage that?).

Apart from that, i'm glad that its monsoon. I love the rain. I love the storm cos it helps to keep me awake. Indeed its the best time of the year since i can enjoy sleeping at night at super cold temperature with air conditioner switched inclusive of the coolness outdoor. It's like sleeping in an igloo. And hey, i'm beginning to pass chemistry sometimes now. Physics is improving but i don't understand what 3K explained to me. I remember all 21 formulas from the physics textbook.

I have cravings this year for my birthday but please i wanna buy it myself. I wanna buy a new phone and new headphones. That's all, i scratch shoes out cos i don't even go out so often so why buy?Oh yeah, i wanna cut my hair. But you see its not like i wanna cut it or buy new things but its just need. My fringe's getting too long, it blocks my sight. My phone's spoilt and i think it's like basic needs in the development of globalization. New headphones, this may be a bit of want since i wasn't comfortable with my previous cos it hurts the insides of my ear so i guess it'll be safer to wear something outside my ear instead.

PS: My once in a year spending would probably amount up to your daily spending. Thank god i ain't a spend thrift to spend everyday.

It Doesn't Take Too Many Words

2009-09-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today i'm gonna blog in a more fun way, so just see cos there's nothing much to read anyway:

When everything else is just hopeless...

I can only wish you...

Find that one place...

To be safe but...

For now, i'll look out for you from a far...

Cruelty

2009-09-10T16:40:00.004+08:00

Firstly, what the hell was the reporter trying to say about Ellen Degeneres? "Gay comedian joing 'AI' judges". So what if she's gay and she's not gay by the way, she lesbian. There's a big difference okay! Maybe you think the reporter meant that Ellen was gay, happy but it clearly mentions in th content that she was openly gay, thus i have no idea on how to be openly happy either. They even said that Ellen was just a comedian therefore she could not judge, but hey, anyone can judge okay?

Secondly, Park Jaebum, leader of 2pm he was sent out of Korea and (probably by force) resigned from the group. Woo young fainted in the airport i heard. I don't think its fair cos you see let bygones be bygones (i hate history) and he apologised so what's the big deal. Besides he made teh country proud didn't he? Recently, Jun Ho was heard to be the next to lead the group. So let's all lose hope in watching live performance by them next year or even hear the new album pretty soon. [i hate the current group picture cos you can't see Junsu that well even if NichKhun is out there]

Will i be sent out of the country if i say this?But its just that Singapore was given the top rank in businesses recently, but i don't think the people (including me) cares that much about it. Cos the riches are getting richer and the poors getting poorer. I meanwhile cannot go any richer or any poorer and as per normal, my choices and options for life has always been stranded in a clear middle road. Which to summarise does not make any difference or have any impact to whatever is happening. Ta da, still i don't find the point of mentioning what i just mentioned.

I still haven't watch FD4 and GI Joe due to the dirstraction of studies. Plus i'm busy to urhm i'm not sure why i'm busy but i always seem to be busy even if i'm not that busy. I refuse to go out, cos its fasting and i don't wanna get punctured (stupid excuse). I was just lazy cos its the holidays but i've been doing a lot of practicing of math and malay. That's all i ever do anyway.

Happy Teacher's Day

2009-09-06T18:45:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Teacher's Day actually. I have been wanting to post this for some time now but i was too lazy and a bit busy (totally not). Anyway these are the pictures and a video of the line dancing. Hope you guys enjoy.

(Video Will Be Back At 8.08pm)

I watched District 9 and The Proposal recently and its great i suppose. District 9 is basically about humans empowering over the aliens since these aliens happened to be stranded on earth. They can't go back to their planet as they lost their so called their original control power station of their mothership. So these humans particularly one of them was supposed to be in charge of the eviction of these aliens from Johannesburg after 20 years. Until something happen to these particularly on human. The Proposal meanwhile is a very interesting comedy. Sandra Bullock happen to be a successful Canadian in New York which has finally had her VISA expired. So she have to come out with a plan in order for her to remain her position in New York. I'm so lazy to critic on it right now so just watch it kays?

Anyway, will be updaing on GI Joe and that Final Destination 4 soon!

Vampire Knight

2009-09-02T21:02:00.005+08:00

I am so in love with the manga Vampire Knight, all bloody thanks to Cut-The-Bloody-Pizza and I-Know-I'm-Wrong including Tak-Qute! You see, i'm so addicted to it now... I'm like halfway at the intro of the third season bitches!!..Hehe, and i have to wait for a month before i can read the next chapter and probable a few more years before i can finally finish up every volume. All the reason why i had drama series, it keeps you waiting for a long time for a day's show!PFFT!!!!

Anyone interested can watch it at www.animeseason.com or read it at www.mangafox.com

Curiosity

2009-08-23T15:00:00.003+08:00

I finally able to watch The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. Man, it was really good, i can't even describe it here cos the director is awesome and that i'm running out of time, i'm due to 4pm for the completion of my coursework, actually not but i'm going out later so gotta rush. I would rate this movie like 9.5/10 cos the other 0.5 falls to the too many sexual scenes that i skipped, it was unnecessary to watch anyway.

PS: I'm too sober.

Just Try Some

2009-08-07T16:05:00.005+08:00

I got my colours award and i got my other stuff including a chance to get free Lenovo S10 Notebook and NDP this Sunday. My first time seeing NDP Live, i've only gone for the preview once during primary 5 so i was really hoping to catch one and thanks to dear Shuf, you shine me my ray of hope! I recently bought this shawl(red) from Cotton On that just opened up at CP recently. I love shawls so much! Don't ask me why, its just that i like covering my neck a lot (although i expose a lot of skins). It's so comfortable even if its a hot day! Haha okay, whatever it is this country is forever burning. I might be getting a new "leather bag" but i check it out again this morning, it was gone. Much disappointment but its okay, i figured that im gonna purchase a jacket, a black sleeveless shirt and another shawl from cotton on as well. I hope store like TopShop can make it to CP, i really do cos at least i don't have to travel so much just to get the things i like. And Esprit should lower down their cost cos their items although its good quality, its at an unreasonable price thus, they should make it much affordable. Really, if any stores thinking about having high prices i might as well buy my stuff from the small old shops at the streets of Marsiling right?

By the way, thanks Mr Pradeep for that treat. And welcome to our disastrous class Mr Lim!

Year One

2009-07-27T19:37:00.003+08:00

You would have guess that i just done watching this movie. It was really funny and i think its rated so yeah. But its not that great of a movie unfortunately. Anyway, yeah i couldn't figure out at first whether Jack Black's partner was girl or boy cos he looks like a girl somewhat. That was because there was one part where Jack Black said "let go of HER titties" which gave me doubts. So yeah i guess its a 6/10 movie.

I'm really hoping to watch Public Enemies with Shafiqah pretty soon. Johny Depp's playing in it and look awesome. Anyway, may not be able to blog much nowadays cos after looking at my structured remedials, it seems that i had not much of Me Time and yeah it's really irritating to blog using IE cos its slow and troublesome and that blogger sucks at other browsers. Therefore currently i'm looking for a very good browser so if you guys know of any real good ones, please recommend it to me. I've already use Mozilla and currently using Safari so don't introduce them to me. Gracias and have a nice day!

Ignite

2009-07-26T01:20:00.004+08:00

Heya, today me, Sherry and Sabbie went out to go and watch Ignite @ RP. Okay some of the songs is really nice but some are not. And yeah me and Sherry went to City Hall first to do something but we forgot and ended up meeting Sabbie at CP then went to RP. Okay it was so fucking loud and sweaty. Then met the boys and Fae and Yani. After that we got a bit bored so we cam whore again and again before seeing Greast Spy Experiment. Before that Afiq got really lucky to get a free album from fat skunks though. Anyway, yeah these are the pics, the rest you've gotta facebook it through mine or Sherry's:

PS: My ear drum hurt and my voice sore

Up High

2009-07-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

I watch Ice Age 3 the other day with my sis, nephew and bro-in-law. It's so fucking funny! Haha, man i burst out laughing, well everyone did anyway. Just love them so much especially when they were in the cave or so called the poisonous gas or something like that. I rate this movie 9/10!Enjoy.

I just watched Up, its amazingly touching. I would rate it 8/10 cos of the sad love story storyline. It is really something for heartbreakers would cry upon. I mean ever seen a guy that loves you so much since you were young an then unable to get kids then you die but he still goes on to achieve the dreams that once belonged to both of you? You guys should watch in movies in 3-D, so don't be like me okay. I guarantee that this movie looks great with 3-D cos it has lots of wonderful high view landscapes. Worth waiting for.

PS:If you guys are having problems with blogger, please use IE to blog, it works cos it creates no problems.

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-07-17T15:34:00.004+08:00

Watch it on the first day of released, 12.30 @ causeway cathay with Toyol, Sherry, Lulu, Renee, Wan and Sabbie! I must comment on a few things; the movie's great but not up to expectation. There are so many cut scenes from the trailers i've seen which is disappointing cos i was hoping to see the "london bridge" twisted and all those effect but it never did. The good thing is that this time round, the movie is mostly filled with great humor and okay a lot of gross stuff. Malfoy, nevertheless look hotter than ever and including of those new character which is way hotter than Harry himself. Nice effects and man, its such a pity to see Albus Dumbledore to suffer that way.

But still, i won't regret watching and looking forward to the next and the last final cut!

PS: Touching and very funny! Rating: 7/10

Students

2009-07-15T22:13:00.006+08:00

Went out to study with Toyol and Wanton again. Finally cleared all or should i say most of the doubts we had about math. I have a bit more confident now, but not totally. Well anyway, as per normal we had to camwhored a bit before ending the study session!HeheXD! Half the pics are with Wanton, ask him=P

Wan should never be a camera man although he have a good camera phone!

Someone's trying to act cute here?

Our best trio pic so far!

Hey, i was chatting with Fareast a.k.a Anak Abu!

Today was one hell great day. Thanks toyol for making me chase one bus after another!But Yaw want more KuKIes??

Thank Eew

2009-07-12T21:16:00.004+08:00

(It doesn't look like the moon does it?But it is from my bedroom window)

Today is such a thrilling day. Went out again with Toyol to study. The climax was when i lost my wallet. I'm so panic and God, i found it. Some guy name Irfan is so kind to return it back to the information counter. I would really like to thank this guy so much and may god bless him! But still i had a down point. My dad was so fucking angry, he wouldn't talk to me, so is my sis. I don't know what happen when i called saying that i lost my wallet, but i know its bad and i don't want to know about it. I really don't get why anyone should scold you when you're already miserable losing your wallet. Ok, i know its normal for me to lose my stuff, if i lost this wallet it'll probably my fifth time and the third time i had to do my ez-link card. But yeah, i had to go lots of trouble and my money that i've been saving. Argh, i had those jeans!

Anyway, tomorrow is my prelims and my mum did allow me to go to school by myself during exams. *At least for now i don't have to suffer from my dad's short temper*. It'll be my first time going to school on normal day and time by the bus, it should be a fun journey, the morning air-conditioner and how pack it is. O_0 i can't wait!! Kay, i really gotta study now.

PS: Don't get mad =P

2 Boys

2009-07-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

I would really like to recommend everyone to watch this movie above here. (The Boy In The Striped Pyjamas). It's really a nice and touching movie. Okay, it's based on the Nazi invasion during World War II. Where this boy, Bruno moved from town to countryside just to be protected against the Jewish but just to find out that there is a Jewish camp side nearby. There he meets a the boy in the striped pyjamas name Shmuel (Jewish, if you still can't figure it out). Times become tough as Bruno's father is a soldier and their friendship is at risk. Bruno will do anything for Shmuel.

(Left is my nephew and the right is Shmuel)

I don't know why but looking at Shmuel reminds me of my nephew. Do they look alike? I guess the head, cheeks or the nose? I know for sure their eyelashes are the same though. Hehe. Do watch the movie guys.

Study On Train

2009-07-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

Went out with Toyol today to study. Yeah like really do homwork and stuff. But we had fun and lots of camwhoring. Take a peek!

(From now onwards, i'm only gonna post very little pictures here like just thumblinks view cos the pictures would be up in facebook or photobucket. So if you wanna check out more pictures from the same album just click on the picture or go to my facebook)

PS:One Successful Day yet A Fool In Town

Sushi

2009-07-05T01:05:00.002+08:00

This was what i've been trying to blog! I made Sushi with my sis a couple of days ago. So here are the pictures:

Don't they look yummy??They are....hehe...had fun doing it. I might need to go to sleep soon!Good Night/ Morning~

Gracias

2009-07-03T20:59:00.010+08:00

Hey, i had my Malay oral O level today. I think its my best oral so fast, the teacher was laughing okay cos i sort of make a very weird comment i guess but its true even they agreed! I guess it was a pretty easy oral as well cos i am able to blabber lots of stuff, reasonably though. They don't even look fierce, they sort of look cute especially her eyes when she open it wide. Hehs, weird of me to say that but yeah it wasn't so bad. I sort of feel comfortable to talk to them.

Anyway I'm finally done with my so called beloved D&T artifact. Mii Sow Happiie!!! I only manage to snap the exterior cos i had no time to snap the inside and that i was only having a 2.0 megapixel camera phone:

Thank you to Fathin for treating me to Sweet Talk. Oh yeah, and thanks to Fae i had to bring her presentation board home with me. We had to dump Shafiqah's math textbook in the G.O. cos none of us wanted to bring it home, i mean my hands full.And i just recorded my old time favourite song:

A lovely Blog Award & Best Blog Award

Got these awards @ J oni's Blog. Thanks for the awards Sir/Mam! I really appreciate it. And now it’s my turn to pass those awards on other blogs. Only 15 blogs will receive those awards from me.

Here are the lists of blogs I have chosen:

- LuLu - Rozy - Saliha - Nazira - Myra - Dan - Wan - Yeah-Ni! - R a m s e y - Jm - Hisyam - You Rong - Yan Kang - SuKu - Farah

The rules for these awards are:

1) Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award and his or her blog link.
2) Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

I Might be very lazy to hope around every single person's blog, so if you see this then good for you!

Love You To Death

2009-06-29T20:27:00.009+08:00

The conversation below is prepared especially for Awrinjee Naddie + everyone!

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Red-Eye :
hey...what would u reply if a girl whom u hate so badly tells you she likes you...

Dan:
Uhm, I don't really "hate" anyone, but if its a girl, I'll let her down softly
Like
"I'm not looking for a relationship right now"
Or
"I'm not single"
But if she knows me well, "I'd prefer you more as a friend because I don't wanna risk what we have"
I think I've said too much...

Red-Eye:
but she's not your friend

Dan:
Then "I'm not looking for a relationship right now"

Red-Eye:
what if she would commit suicide for you?

Dan
Well, make her feel symphatetic for you instead
Say something like "Not emotionally ready for one"
Or "I'm just emotionally tired"
Girl, you trying to dig up all I have in my arsenal xD

Red-Eye:
u never noe what u have to go through...

Dan:
Mhmm
I improvise

Red-Eye:
if she dies?

Dan:
UGh

Red-Eye:
or at a point of dying...and u were watching her slowly fading away...would u tell her u love her for her sake?

Dan:
I hate those kinda chicks
Such drama queens...
But, perhaps, yes
If I can tahan
I'll get in there, make whatserface happy enough so that she won't do anything fucked up

Red-Eye:
but then again would u lie to a person who loves u that much?

Dan:
Then make some excuse where I have to leave
Not really

Red-Eye:
so what would u really say if she's dying soon enuff?

Dan:
My god >.<
She's literally dying?
Or is it some major drama

Red-Eye:
duh
no drama..she cut herself...bleeding to death
just cos u rejected her

Dan :
Talk about drama queen, I mean sheesh
Tell her to get over it

Red-Eye:
dude...she's dying

Dan :
Give her that sense of worth

Red-Eye:
will u lie and tell her u love her as the last few words before her death?

Dan:
"Are you seriously kidding me? One rejection and you wanna die? The hell are you gonna manage throughout life? Because that's how it is..."
Uh, then yeah
Before death, she's gonna take it to the grave, so yeah

Red-Eye:
so ure gonna lie?and feeling guilty abt it till the rest of ur life?

Dan:
Nope, I wouldn't
I'd lie, because that's what she wanted to hear
Well, don't you want her to die in peace?

Red-Eye:
then again...u lied

Dan:
Instead of dying loveless?
Well, you can see it either way

Red-Eye;
but she is dying loveless
cos u lied

Dan:
Not in her mind
To her, she died loved

Red-Eye:
im telling you...if u have that set of mind..u really going to love her in the end

Dan:
Out of guilt?
Trust me, I'd do that in a second
Orrr
Well, I'll see
Its like, you tell a white lie
Perhaps you love her as a friend after all

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PS: Anyone has better ways to deal with a problem above? Do share!

Remember

2009-06-27T17:00:00.003+08:00

I put the picture up cos Nadia just tagged me to it, and oww how i miss those really good times. Haiz, school starting like normal in 2 days time. I haven't completed my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ yet. Hope to fnish it tomorrow. Really its not my fault that i didn't touch it cos i had school for the whole month therefore i need some rest. Fair enough?Not gonna say much cos i haven't been doing anything interesting so Bye Bye!

PS: I uploaded new pics to my facebook account so take your time and browse through it!